Saturday, May 2, 2009
{ 5:35 AM }
i didn't expect you to lie. i just wanted a simple, yet truthful answer. i was lucky that i had someone to tell and share all this with me. i didn't want all the lies. all i ever wanted was just friendship. i dont mind if he does or whatsoever. i cannot be bothered. you can have it, because i dont want any of it. i just want to be your friend. i can dont have that person in my life, because you mean more. i can just be dreaming about him or whatsoever. but not you. how could you lie and not tell me the truth? for him, and over him? why, .. ? i feel so left out now. only she makes me feel good. the rest, you guys may hate me for all you want. but, i think you all should talk to me about what you're not happy. and not going around telling everybody else your secrets and shutting me out from it. and then. i'll be the last to know and ... yeaa, i feel so bad for being .. me. just me. that's SUPER unfair. it's just unfair.. unfair.