Monday, January 12, 2009
{ 4:08 AM }
i dont know if it is all true. but what i know is that i really want this all to stop. to end it. is it wrong of me to ask you of this?.. i dont know. i am confused of what is right and what is wrong. i am confused of which path i should be taking. sigh.. this is hard, now i know its tough.
umm. school was fine. the guys that i am sitting with now, like ryman, haikal, ivan, yi cheng and frederick were funny. they were so so so funny. haah. we kept on laughing and laughing, non-stop. they were making all sorts of joke. especially ryman. then blah blah blah and school ended. then training starts. training was a bit hard, and i mean a BIT. the other 2E girls were complaining. i couldnt say much. they were PARTLY right. haha. but i dont mean to hurt them in any ways, therefore i didnt say much laa. heehee. no offence okayy?.. then after training OFFICIALLY ended, i still had to help the B div' and trained with them, whereas the rest of the 4 were having fun playing with each other. UNFAIR!! haahaa. i got more scolding, and had to run more than the rest, isnt that unfair?.. it is if you dont know. okayy, enough about that. tomorrow i have enrichment of public speaking. it sucks. its boring. i know because i have attended once in primary school, during leadership training. this weeks trainings are all cancelled, due to our tight schedule. it sucks, also. and we have to run on our own, there'll be fitness test on this coming monday. it sucks mann. i guess i am done?..
mums' birthday is coming, this wednesday. omg, thats' fast. i havent got her any present. i dont even know whats the plan for that day.