name is FAAIDHA
was brought to the world on 26may. xinmin-ian, compassvale-ian
i am easy to get along with.
but if you do annoy me,
i'll be cold towards you like how you did me.
i hope to be able to..
what's on my wish list?
i want and need to have a new pencil box
because i seem to not fit anything inside my current pencil box
i want and need to have a new bag pack
because i have spoiled my current one i want and need to have a new sports shoebecause my current one is spoiled
i want and need to have a guitar
because i just want and need one
i want and need shelves of books
because i just found out that i LOVE reading
i guess it's short enough.
i am not good in putting my words nicely.
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although i have never met. i know i have fallen for you. but i couldn't do anything towards that feeling. because i don't know how to. i don't even know what to do. but i really want you dear. i couldn't stop thinking of you. not even for a day. not even for a second. although i was the one you told that you would be owned. i couldn't stop being mad at myself for pining hopes on you. but i couldn't hold it back. so i just let it flow and let nature take its course. if i am meant to be with you. i would. but if it now. i would just be there. pretending that i am happy for you. but actually deep inside. it's torn and bleeding profusely.
whenever my mind starts to whirl and think about you. i will be reminded of when we were two happy individuals. chatting with one another and sharing each other's day. how i wish we could do that again. but i think that it wouldn't be possible now. i know it won't. because i know that i am nothing to you. i know that you don't see anything unique in me. but i just want you to know that. I LOVE YOU. and it won't change. i will continue to love you until i know that i have to admit defeat.
i am the most USELESS at this. i couldn't do much for myself. bloody hell.